St2 Day 20 Update 1
It’s 11am on Day 20.
Total 107 hours of ST2
I had 2 loops of St2 and 2 lopps of PCC today
I have no experienced significant external changes, to which i can associate to khan.
However, There have been major internal changes. But it feels so natural!
- I have never been so assertive with the workers or managers in the factory of my family business.
- I have never been so confident in interacting with my marketing team
- Usually, as per my previous underdstanding, when i would think of being dominant. i would show anger. and by doing this i could show my dominance to someone lower than me. No i have realised to remain humble, but stand my ground.
For example, I went to a cafe, and me and my friends wanted to sit outsude the cafe, but there were 2 chairs and 4 of us. I went to the male waiter and asked him to bring 2 extra chairs. he politely rejected. Previously, I would get enraged and show anger in his response. But not today! today i remained in the same initial state, asked him again, joked with him a bit and then politely sat inside when it was certain that it was not possible to be seated there.
Edit: When there were free chairs, the waiter did come inside to look for me.
I have been focused on my family Business but i have ignored the start up with my friends completly.
I still haven’t found the courage to meet the friend circle that i am intimidated by. They are nice on the outside but cold.
I just bought emperor. Today I think i will give rest to khan and PCC and use Emperor for a few loops to see the new Quantum Tech!