Lol wow, it’s all I gotta say. I respect subclub and what they are doing, but EVERYONE claims they are the best subliminals so call me skeptical. I really don’t know who to believe at this point, so for me it’s trial and error. This isn’t a personal attack or anything, I just wanted to highlight how truly hard it is to find something that works sometimes. The indecision, the doubts, and of course how competition ramps up. I also want to talk about something stupid I almost did and how that relates to the previous statement about competition.
So it’s been about 14 days on AM and UA. I sort of “unlocked” a deeper level of absorption of the subs the other day. There isn’t that “fighting” feeling anymore, I set and forget in the truest sense that I understood my subconscious holds the power to make these changes and I just need to let go and allow it to happen. To stop trying so hard and figuring it out on a conscious level. That’s what held me back the most. If you’ve ever read Neville Goddard it’s like what he says about living in the end. You set an intention and understand you WILL get there, it’s just a matter of time and allowing it to happen. I applied that mindset to the subs and it really amplified how much they shifted my internal state.
Now for the dumb part. I thought that this was a completely independent event or understanding and that I could now apply this to anything. And me having my little fears of missing out or needing to get the best of the best assumed that maybe I should go back to the competitor. I pondered it for a day, seriously considered just dropping these subs and moving back to what I perceived as “more power”. But then I stopped and realized my receptiveness to these subs recently is 90% likely because of how they are scripted and my subconscious gradually understanding it’s safe and ok. It’s like I let my guard down almost and part of me isn’t as vigilant about fighting. You have to understand that I have a very resistant personality in general. But that stems more from lack of trust in people vs being stubborn. So when something works it’s kind of like “wtf, maybe something is wrong or it’s not as powerful”.
And I went through all those different reconciliation moments. I started cherry picking experiences overall on this forum that would support my idea that these subs “aren’t effective or not as good as others”. That the creators were lying about something, just trying to scam people, etc. I mean this 100% wholeheartedly I mean no disrespect, but the level of paranoia and mood shift I experienced was really weird. I say this just in case anybody else happens to run across similar stuff. You read about it, but until it happens to you it’s a hell of a head trip. Honestly my brain is still trying to wrap itself around how these subliminals are so good at altering your behavior with none of the resistance. Almost too good to be true for me so it feels like something must be off or I’m not hitting my subconscious hard enough.
Anyway that’s my rant. I’m very disoriented at the moment. Turning your reality upside down sure has a way of causing you to question everything.