So it’s been approximately a month on Emperor Q
I have stacked with Godlike Masculinity, Spartan, Elixer, and Commander but I use those intermittently
and am hitting 3-5 loops of Emperor Q a day with a day off once a week. So I will attribute most of the developmental changes I have had to Emperor Q and will speak briefly on the other subs at the end.
I will divide this into updates on Progress/Changes, Reconciliation, Current developments
Progress: It’s almost surreal how profoundly this sub has shifted the quality of my life. Fundamentally I just feel like the best version of myself, still evolving, still lots to work on but my baseline self esteem, confidence, lack of insecurity, comfort with everything, assertiveness, sense of personal power and worth is through the roof. My natural motivation has increased tremendously, my will power has increased tremendously, I literally have no interest in distraction behaviors like I use to.
I might consciously choose to socialize, or watch a show or movie, but except for a moment of reconciliation 99% of my time is spent intentionally, on purpose or clarifying purpose, conscious rejuvenation and enjoyment, and productively. I am increasingly getting the sense that I am the most incredible person, not in a competitive way, just in a ridiculously self assured way. It’s like I go in cycles of completely getting a positive control and dominance over everything in my life and world, then new opportunities show up, there’s a breakdown, and than I get the handle on that and it continues.
My income has increased about $1000 a month this month from new opportunities showing up and being worked for. My giant windfall deal of $50,000-$200,000 fell through, and I have little interest in pursuing it further although I may come around to that.
When I’m out I find myself talking and engaging woman I am attracted to who are near whatever I am involved in, I won’t go out of my way currently to engage woman. On EmperorQ it seems woman are extremely receptive to my engaging them, even if they show no initial signs of interest, and they keep talking and talking to me with zero to no effort on my part other than having fun.
Work-I am being treated better and better and asked more of, in a responsible way not dumping on my plate way, from the people I am accountable to . I also feel more and more detached from the work I do and can will myself to do what’s needed and once engaged it flies by but I find myself annoyed I have to answer to anyone and disinterested in making anyone else good money while I do the work. Paradoxically I’m more than willing to do it and it’s effortless, if it increases my income or forwards my sense of purpose in some way.
There is definitely an edge to this sub but it is very smoothed over, when people act in a way that show impunity, or disrespect I feel a rage come up, but also the self control to deal with relations effectively
Reconciliation: Most of the reconciliation from this sub was in the first few weeks. I mentioned some above but it was doubt the sub was working, energy leaking, extreme insecurity, wanting to switch back to emperor V4. Doubts of anything changing. There is a minor amount of healthy doubt now but it feels appropriate. Occasionally if I do too many loops and my sleep or nutrition has been off, I get overwhelm, and need to move away from everything. Lots of lots of anger, around anything that feels or occurs is me needing to tolerate something I don’t condone, or people not being straight and direct, or being shifty. Reconciliation also shows up as drops in willpower, motivation, especially in the value conflict of doing my best at work and wanting to do my own thing and things on my terms. Still feel this sub has a lot to offer and I’m going through minor reconciliations that need to be worked through.
Current Developments: Not sure this is EmperorQ or because I’ve quit porn and I’m doing semen retention, or some combination but my sex drive is increasing greatly, I also feel an incredible amount of ability to channel and harness my desire. My interest in woman and dating has shot up, and this feels less in conflict with purpose and productivity than ever in my life. It seems simple to me to balance, where as before it was all or nothing. I have not seen a lot of movement towards building my own independent ‘Empire’ or business, my confidence in doing so and clarity on what I would offer is increasing slightly but it occurs that the ‘Empire’ I’m building is my current life and every aspect, nook and cranny in it. Maybe Start Q is more the create something new kind of sub or maybe I’m still getting to that aspect of Emperor Q. I would really like to be my own authority, I’d like to be accountable to others, learn from others, be humble around other great people, but want to eliminate the need to be reliant or answer to others. Not as an issue with authority but out of a desire to be on top of the food chain, and my own completely independent person capable of generating and offering tremendous value to the world around me.
I’ll be purchasing Mind’s Eye this week as well as StarkQ-just to get terminus before anything changes. I will run Mind’s Eye this week in addition to my current stack, but will not add StartQ yet.
God Like Masculinity: Love this one, clear increase in ambition, discipline, confidence, it’s not very cerebral though, I find myself less interested in learning, reading, or thinking on this and more interested in doing. In terms of the state shift the accompanies running a loop of this.
Elixer: Not really sure, but does seem to bring up some pent up emotions and helps me feel emotionally cleaner, as well as sometimes lowering physical pain or sense of injuries I have
Commander and Admiral and Commander: Really powerful, make decisions much faster on this, and have conviction with them, increased sense of alignment, do notice I command more of a presence with this, in work and with new people feels dominant and flowing. With people I know feels like there is resistance to how they are perceiving me, especially if they have any rebel Archetype in them
Spartan: Have run this about 5-7 loops a week. Not a crazy amount but seems to still effect me. Working out 3-5 times a week which I was not before, doing a lot of mobility and gpp work. Since running this my squat mobility is back to 100% where as between an ankle and back injury I could get to parallel and now going ATG with pristine form.
If anyone has read this far and knows anything about the situation with custom subliminals here please PM me.