The reconciliation stopped last night when I ran a Q loop of Medici . I had stacked the night before and then ran Emperor Terminus in the morning, 6 hours later. It seems some of the increased fatigue may be build specific reconciliation but plenty of it was content specific rather than build specific.
I think sex mastery reconciliation in terminus increased my irritability.
Panther was annoying, I felt like a ‘predator’ pun intended . I normally don’t approach woman, I just interact with them, and if I do approach, it’s very ‘un-approachy’ , it calls no attention to itself, hard to explain. When I was out I kept viscerally self conscious about ‘locking in’ to certain woman, like a push, when I really just wanted to do my thing. Almost like it wasn’t reconciling well with Emperor. I also felt Temptation had me being flighty around engaging. I’ll test the Terminus in a smart way, every other day for now, and may remove those modules, -the going out of my way to approach and/or not being direct and forward leaning when I do engage woman, may not be my style.
I could be totally off with my assessment of this. Only time will tell.
Despite the reconciliation, After 1 loop of Terminus I’ve completely changed my relationship to work.
Also I’m really happy with my current stack-Emperor base, Azriel Q, and House of Medici Base,have been stable for 4 and 2 months, and since whenever it came out, respectively.