test ran Stark Q this morning
I definitely feel a bit of recon and no where near the full picture, this is one of those subs
that is harder for me to pick up on the full picture like I can do quickly with others.
I also realize the results of test looping once are nowhere near what I would get through running consistently-especially with the big scripts.
That said. My interest in work and discipline plummeted and my drive to follow my interests increased. I felt an incredible selective focus. I had some recon on the social, center of attention aspect. My room mate has family over and I felt invisible…which is something I usually never feel or care about feeling. I get attention when needed and I don’t care if I don’t but I always do.
They did interact with me a bit but I found myself wanting more interaction…so far this is all very alien to me lol. I definitely had some inklings in terms of connecting and synthesizing certain threads in my life. I feel I want to stop running a rat race and start fleshing out and following my passions in this moment. I can definitely see the potential of the carefree aloofness in this-may have rogue.
Runnin Emperor: HOM now.
I’ll probably run Khan Stage 2 in a couple hours before the gym. That will conclude my testing.
I’ll wait until 3rd week of January to finalize and order next customs for Feb–April Stack.