After dealing with my traumas on the conscious level I hope I did it at the subconscious level too. I feel like that but there’s no way to measure it. Now it’s time to face the biggest issue of my life which I resolved to some point using subs for over five years. I think those subs helped me deal with it somehow but I have an impression they did so only to some point, superficially, since today that issue occurred when I was at the market. It was slight but it occurred. The issue is social anxiety. I felt it for the last time when I got some kind of reconciliation doing Stark Terminus around two months ago. Today I felt it again (but it was much weaker) but I was fully aware of it and had control over it. I’m almost sure I felt it since my stack is digging very deep or because I increased the number of loops for Elixir pretty fast from 1 to 3. I’ll keep observing myself and try to learn more about that.