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Nag nag nag…
Total Breakdown is starting to behave like a nagging wife (©™ @Simon) whispering constant questions in my ear all day: are you sure about that? what about this belief? you do know that’s horseshit, right? do you really want to be like that for ever? God, shut up already…
Master and slave bitch
At work I got absolutely schooled by a super alpha male, who I’ll call Big Bald Motherfucker. I tried taking the initiative, taking the lead for the group, Big Bald Motherfucker shut me down hard: "this is the schedule and you WILL comply"
Deflated, frustrated and prompted by ST1 and it’s endless questions, I decided to take one of those MBTI personality tests that @raphael* have been talking about for a while. I expected some bullshit inaccurate answer…
Well, turns out that I’m an ISFP, and it’s spot on af.
it confirmed my response to work. I’m in the wrong environment, I absolutely detest being forcibly controlled, lack of meaningful work and noisy events are stressful to the system. It also explains my difficult reaction to Ascension.
So next steps are aligning myself more with things that support rather than conflict hard against my nature.
*my sympathies for INTJ folk, life must be hard.