I’m having some deep life changing realisations, each one a layer getting to the real root of things:
Switch and save?
It’s messing me up with the switching, the questions of does Khan/PS actually fit my personality and the reconciliation of “I can be a master seducer, but do I really, REALLY want it?”.
Swinging between the A personality programs StarkQ and PCC (which I greatly prefer) and the B personality sexual energy from Primal Seduction. Maybe I do want to be a pretty wallflower, but PS does make approaching and flirting with women easier, like super easy… Can’t decide between the both of them.
Becoming more oblivious to others - I walked in front of some guy who was queuing who got a bit pissed. Also getting a little cocky at work, gently pushing others to work.
Here’s the thing: I don’t want to lose my sensitivity and compassion to others by becoming more self centric. But giving and giving is not healthy at all.
Sometimes you gotta take, sometimes you gotta say NO. Sometimes you gotta let others crash into the tree.
Taking responsibility for being prosperous
I don’t know what to do with all this money. Usual answer is to get rid of it. Anyway you can. Earn less, spend it on stupid shit or just give it away. Never comfortable with having things that belong just for me. It’s not allowed. I wasted a lot of money…
I CAN have it all to myself - it’s not narcissistic, it’s not selfish.