Thank you all for your input.
Or something like computer mastery type of sub. I also need math though.
Since coding, and increasingly automation and AI skills, are now needed more and more, I think there is a merit to have a mastery sub like Gaming, and Boxing mastery offered by SubClub.
I digress. Let’s get back to the topic. Shall we?
Learning is definitely one of my goals. In fact, I am a big believer in life-long learning, so I think learning will always be one of my goals, at any stages in my life. However, I also have more overarching goals of life, which would be about building family legacy and my empire/kingdom (figurative sense of empire/kingdom of course). I currently foresee achieving my overarching goal from doing some kind of AI work.
It’s that my current and immediate goal has more leaning component than the other ones. I suppose in a sense, learning may be a sub-part or component of a goal under the more overarching and grand goal.
About programming and math, I have purchased MOOCs. For math, I have all the MOOC courses that should cover all the necessary aspects. I also have programming MOOCs too, but I may not have enough of them. (I should have the basics though.) Doing the MOOC courses everyday is currently the plan. After I have built enough skills in programming, I think I would make github account, upload my codes, and I may start to do Kaggle and other challenges and projects. (However, I think by the time I reach that level, it would be around the time to start the graduate program.)
If I get accepted into the program I applied, (I think they have good reasons to accept me, but also have reasons to doubt my chance of success in the program) the school will offer all or almost all of the prerequisite courses. (I got this info from the institution’s info session) In that case, taking the school offered courses and doing well would be the daily actions I will take towards the goal. I will know the admission decision within 4 to 6 weeks from now. To boost my chances of the admission, I am currently interacting with the admissions team, and in the middle of making supplementary materials to add to the application.
I think I have the plans laid out. It may not be perfect, and it may have flaws, but it’s a plan.
However, I have a few issues that I hope Stark, QL, Limitless, and/or Limitless can help address. (Which I suppose Khan and Ecstasy of Gold can also address) I hope that these subs can help address procrastination, and distraction. I have had some successes with previous sub experience, but I didn’t completely get rid of it. (Perhaps, that may not be possible due to my mental conditions.)
The other thing I hope the sub can also help is to help me work more evenly. Let me explain what I mean here.
I began the math work probably since June or so. For about a month or so I was working consistently. For the first three weeks or so, I was reviewing and doing math work for approximately 6 to 12 hours everyday, including weekends. Then from the end of June to July I was doing like 4 hours per week, and then it started to decline more in mid July, and I completely stopped since then. Yes, I started to do more degree searching, prepping for application, and etc. during that time, but I nevertheless started to get much more distracted, procrastinated much more.
This has been somewhat of a pattern of me. When focused, I can go straight 12 hours. (I have done that before). However, trying to get in that mode is very difficult, and I don’t really have a control over to get in that mode. It happens, when it happens. Another pattern is that I do much work, but I then crash. So my working pattern is like the sine/cosine wave that it has way too much ups and downs. (My emotional and mental state has also been like this, but it has gotten more evened out.) Lastly, it is hard to start doing something for me.
I hope and desire to achieve more evened level of work amount, motivation and enthusiasm, not ride on the roller coaster all the time. I hope to consistently maintain high level of work (maybe not necessarily 12 hours every single day, which may be putting too much stress on the mind and body), and also get myself to balance life more. Lastly, I hope to be able to start doing necessary things effortlessly.
These would be another more nuanced, and specific goals I have.
Moving on, I have given some thought about the future road ahead. Since I mentioned 1st round in the previous post, I will give out my thought about second and third round of subs.
Khan + House of Medici + Stark
May also include Inner Circle, Power Can Corrupt
Occasional run of Sanguine/Rebirth when reconciliation becomes too large
Ecstasy of Gold + House of Medici + Stark
Like the 2nd round, I may include Inner Circle, and Power Can Corrupt.
Just like previous ones, I may occasionally run Sanguine/Rebirth when reconciliation becomes too heavy
While I run either 2nd or 3rd round of subs, I think of occasionally adding QL stage 4 as refreshers. (Or perhaps better to have Beyond Limitless?) I would also like to mention that I haven’t determined the order of round 2 or 3 (whether to do round 2 or 3 first after the 1st round)
Also, I will need to have sex/seduction/romance somewhere. I suppose it would naturally go better during the 2nd stage with Khan. However, the purpose of adding/running sex/seduction/romance is to manifest, attract, and build a great relationship with a woman who would be my queen/empress and a mother to my children. (Well, I said I am interested in leaving family legacy, which means, I will start building family too.) The question I have is under which theme would I more likely to manifest a woman with qualities of being the queen/empress. That is why I am not sure at which round I should include these themed subs.
Another issue is that I am also interested in adding alchemist supreme and/or mind’s eye somewhere in the rounds. Would this be even possible, or would it be too much? I thought manifestation and spiritual ability can enhance the results from either the subs.
I suppose given the overarching road map and overarching goal, it seems to make more sense to choose my option 1 for the first round. However, theme of cognitive and learning boost, seems better to go with the second choice for the first round. What do you guys think?
As always, I greatly appreciate the members’ opinions.