DR X 2
Mogul X 2
I realise that for the past few years, my self-confidence has dropped so much that I have been willing to take low-hanging fruit in terms of jobs, projects or other sources of income for the sake of fulfilling very basic financial obligations.
It is an important thing about myself that has to be corrected, especially the idea that I should take anything that comes because I am not worthy of anything that significantly adds value to my life.
And strangely, whenever a big opportunity that I feel suits me comes along and I get the strong feeling that it fits me perfectly , the moment I tell somebody about it, it just vanishes.
Right now I may have to go take another temporary job for fast money again, but I really hope that I will get out of the rut soon.
A short-term goal is completing 20 days of Dragon Reborn ST1, and then I will look forward to completing 25 days of Dragon Reborn ST1. I have completed about 13 days for Mogul Q.