Well well well… Gather round the fire boys and girls.
|Hours listened today
After that one KhanQ ST1 listen, I listened to other things piecemeal throughout the day and evening as I put in more focused work on my website I mentioned above.
I remember EoG ST1 was in there somewhere, as was Mogul Q. I don’t quite remember now what else was. (I just woke up).
I went to bed at 4:30 AM or 5:00 AM my time (sorta had to force myself since I have a medical appointment today.
In bed, I listened to my playlist twice but changed it the second time. Even half-awake Bill gets sub inspiration.
The playlists I listened to in bed
The first playlist:
The second playlist: (I did Khan3 because I have a sudden desire to listen to Primal Seduction: Iron Throne stacked with Libertine…and this si the closest I have to PS: IT as far as I know.)
During the first playlist, I woke up disoriented partway through the 2nd of 3 Libertine runs.
Turned the volume down a tad on the playback and kept it going. That helped. Went right back to sleep and ended up in the same dream I was in before.
Once the playlist was over, I got up to let one cat out and give the other her food.
Then playlist 2…Went back to sleep. SAME DREAM yet again.
The dreams themselves were so HUGE, like a movie, I can’t even begin to write details.
There is ONE dream I remember specifically, from the first Libertine playlist.
Dream Fragment: Sexual content. That's why I hid it in the dropdown thingy
Dream fragment: A cute coworker is over at my house. Wife has to go somewhere. I forget what. After she leaves, I tell my friend I’m going to go lay in bed. She says “I’ll go lay with you.”
We go lay in bed, I’m originally am planning to watch TV or read on my Kindle.
Once she’s there with me, I then say “You know. I’ve wanted you for a while. Let’s do this.”
She says “I thought this would NEVER happen. Let alone THIS easily!”
I’m feeling some trepidation now. Like “What am I actually about to DO here?”
Then I think “Fuck it. I wanna know what it’s like.” We start kissing. Making out. I start rubbing on her arms as we kiss. She starts orgasming and cumming from the skin contact. “God you’re so good!” All that.
I then reach down and finger her…and that’s over in about 3 seconds.
Suddenly the wife comes in the bedroom. Somehow we move around real quick so it doesn’t look like we’ve done anything wrong.
I say “What’s wrong? You forget something?”
Her: “Yeah, I need my (forget what she tells me)”
The whole time, she’s oblivious. I suddenly feel bad for having done anything, but also simultaneously loved every second of it. I feel like I’ve messed up, of course. But I’m more worried if my friend is going to be able to keep it a secret.
I woke up immediately after the playlist was over.
I don’t feel the same guilt I did in the dream. Possibly since I realize now it was a dream.
Libertine Ultima V1 definitely has more noticeable short-term effects. I wanted to stack it with the PS:IT in KhanQ3 to see if she’d wake up horny like she did the first time I listened to V1.
Maybe the other stuff in KhanQ3 was more than I bargained for, as evidenced by the dream lol.
Thoughts are welcome of course…