My dreams during sleep whether I am running a subliminal or not have largely been mundane, so I don’t usually really bother about them.
However, last night, while running Khan Stage 1 during my sleep, I had a dream seeing myself excluded from a certain activity that the rest of my classmates in school were engaged in. In real life, I have always felt excluded and neglected, even up to now. But anyway, I am at peace with such things these days and they don’t really matter to me, and rightfully, I don’t need social validation to even be happy.
I am also realising that I have less of that anger and resentment towards my parents or their religious fanaticism these days. At least I am not so stressed/anxious over stuff relating to that. I do have other worries on my side, such as my finances, but I think that as long as I am patient, things will turn out fine - my anxiety over my finances seems to be due to people’s perceptions about how I am living (as well as wasting) my life and creating a burden on others. That is FALSE thought that is created by my mind, and my inner reality should work towards eliminating such negative thoughts such that my true desires will manifest in the external reality.
Over the past 6 months, I’ve realised that I have been able to give up on a lot of things and actually can survive on a very very low budget. Apart from some money spent on socializing over meals, I can’t remember when was the last time I really bought something costly out of desire rather than out of need.
Being able to let go of mental burdens is also something else that I am working towards. I have much less detachment for many things in the world these days - the simpler my life is the better. For me, the realization that our human life-span is only like a speck of dust within the entire universe has forced me to change my perceptions of time and reality.