Well I asked the girlfriend when she arrived from work, because she was acting normal, if we were going to keep pretending like nothing happened yesterday. I needed to do it, it was eating me up inside.
She said yes because she was angry at me, like Im too happy, right?
I told her I was angry, because yesterday I listened to all her points about why shes mad at me, told her she was right, then proceeded to tell her why Im mad and then she put a wall, treated me like shit and went to sleep, left me talking alone.
She said that was a lie, that I never admitted anything and all I did according to her was to twist things on my favor and that she will never change her point of view, because shes right.
I told her I did admit my part and I did say it and Im not admiting not doing something I did.
Then she said theres nothing more to talk about, this is a really bad situation and we need stronger measures. I asked the obvious questions and she said… breaking up. I kept silent and then left the room.
While in the living room taking things in, I realized I was worrying about having to move out, and how this was going to affect me negatively money/bussines wise… that was eye opening, I wasnt worrying abut not being with her, in fact that was kind of a relief. I began seeing all the scenarios in which she has acted childish, manipulative, aggressive and the relief got stronger.
Now I went out for a walk and even though anything can happen, Im sorunded in a calmed, peaceful energy.
All things must pass.