Prometheus Rising


#301

After 1 and a 1/2 months Im taking Limitless out of my stack and focus only on my 2 customs Agni and Prometheus, using the recomendations from Saint.

2 loops each, every other day. Im doing 1 loop each, early in the morning and 1 loop each, starting about 4pm in kind of an intermitent fasting approach.


#302

Sounds like overloadā€¦ I was getting it often, so Im trying a new approach.


#303

Im inclined to use an Ultima title like 3 times a weekā€¦ could be Elixir, could be Sanguineā€¦


#304

Last night I was reflecting on the sheer amount of red flags I decided to ignore at the beginning of the relationship with my ex, just because I was needy for love, affection and sex.

I was boiling in anger and decided that I needed to accept the fact that I did what I did and that the past cant be changed. Accepting the facts is what leads to a better feeling, to a deeper understanding and that leads to healing and change.

I didnt remember doing the process of accepting last night till a couple of hours after waking up, I feel way lighter.
Last night a lot of repressed emotion and unsolved issues came to consciousness to be accepted and healed.


#305

I did my first loop for both customs from 10am to 12pm, I plan to do the 2nd and final loop from 17pm to 19pm.
I did felt a slight pressure in the temples for about an hour or so, after the first loop. Now its gone.


#306

Ive just started ā€œTrauma Resolutionā€ a 5 day trainning with David Snyder on video.
It looks interesting, specially the part about learning how to heal and release the root causes of disease.


#307

Agni Meditation day 4/30
Day 2/5 of Trauma Resolution


#308

Today is a rest day for me with the new listening schedule.
At some point I felt like I needed to listen some loops or I be wasting my time, but then the feeling went away and now I feel pretty awesome.


#309

28 days listening to the new enhanced Agni Q
18 days since the fights that led to the break up began
16 days since I formally ended the relationship with my ex
15 days listening to the new enhanced Prometheus Q
10 days since I left home and Im living with my brother.

You see, Ive been through pretty interesting and deep changes, which materialised on the outside pretty quickly.


#310

Im on day 2 of Trauma Resolution by David Snyder and yesterday I released a huge amount of deep hidden emotional baggage.
Loneliness, anger, sadness and guilt mostly.


#311

Agni Meditation day 5/30

Tantric meditation is helping me balance inner fire, sexual energy is much more in balance now.

Yesterday I had to go to my ex appartment for work, I was so sexually aroused due to Prometheus, that I decided to masturbate, so I was calm and non sexual when I saw her, that way I avoided any temptations.

Meditation is kicking in and Im able to manage my sexual energy better and channel it to other purposes.


#312

Been meaning to start doing some meditation
You do any specisl type of meditation?


#313

I practice Traditional Tantra, which has lots of Meditations, Pranayamas and Mantras.
Ive been doing it for a little more than 3 years and Im currently preparing myself to be initiated as an Agni Yogui.


#314

I highly recommend Elixir everyday, no rest days. :slight_smile:


#315

Im not doing any ultimas for now and Im very observant of my rest days with no subliminal input at all.
Elixir is such a great sub and Im definitely using it in the future, for now Im taking care of deep seated trauma and physical pain with Hypnosis.


#316

Awesome. DR will be interesting.


#317

Yeah indeed! Im planning my DR trip to start somewhere around march.


#318

Iā€™m taking DR ST1 for a test drive.


#319

Yesterday I recieved my new custom, tested it for a couple of loops and today is rest day.

Build Strength: Terminus
Primal Seduction
Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver
Earthshaker
Emperorā€™s Voice
Temptation
Sexual Manifestation
Sexiness Unbound
Physicality Shifter
Panther
Long-Range Seduction
Instant Spark
Instant Seducing Tactician
Gorgeous Manifestor
Focused Arousal
Seducerā€™s Gaze
Prevent Premature Ejaculation.
Lion IV
Dragon Tongue
Alpha Body Language
Male Enhancement


#320

Yesterday after the first loop of my new custom, my ex texted me saying that she misses me a lot. I took my time to respond saying that she will get over it eventually.
The shen started saying that Im acting so cold like I dont have any feelings, now that cant be true cause in that very moment I felt something, I felt pissed off!!

I told her that I dont appreciate being judge or criticized and that I was angry, that the conversation was over.

She said ok and then blocked meā€¦ whatever it takes to be left alone to be honest, we broke up, I dont want to know about her day and most certainly I dont want her judgementā€¦ thats one of the main reasons I left, being judged negatively for being me and behaving like me, instead of what she expected me to be/do was always a pain.