Adding Primal Seduction at the time was a good move cause I was in need of what PS has to offer. It was an intuitive decision, didnt really understand it completely at the moment.
Now I feel is no longer aligned with my purpose, its was giving me desires to meet other woman, I didnt want to aknowledge that, but that wasnt the problem, that came from a dissatisfaction with my current relationship, which had me angry at my girlfriend.
That wasnt the problem either, it was all about not valuing myself enough as a man, not feeling worthy of being really loved, and a lingering desire to prove my worth by being a great lover.
Of course my concept of great lover had 2 flaws, the first being once I did all the things a great lover does, I started losing interest. The second I believed that the more women the better the lover.
I can see how those beliefs affected all the relationships I had in my life and when this all started. The kind of people I admired and tried to emulate.
I feel how its all dissolving now.