Day 11 and 12 Khan ST2 + Ultimate Artist + Spartan + Godlike Masculinity
Two days where I experienced more dominance when interacting with others. It feels like Godlike Masculinity is stacking very well with Khan Total Reprogramming, Spartan and NoFap.
My voice is rumbling deep and when I talk to others, they turn to look at me smiling when they respond.
This is not a common occurance before except when people want my validation. You know the drill. People are down and they come to you just to give their ego a boost. You be a nice-guy to them, they are happy and then they go their way.
I stopped being a nice-guy but all it did for me was make people feel that I became arrogant. There is no sense of rapport or natural leadership.
After doing the above mentioned stack, it felt more natural to order people around. For example, yesterday my dad’s lawyer was supposed to bring us some printouts. My father hadn’t asked him yet. In the middle of him talking to my dad, I “mansplained” and gently but firmly interrupted the conversation to remind him of the printouts. He normally doesn’t talk to me but went ahead to stop and gave me the sheets, taking the time to explain them to me. This wasn’t a one-off moment though. When another client was talking, he told something stupid to my dad and I called him out on his bullshit (not rudely but slightly forceful) which actually made my mother, who was sitting beside me to finalise a family business agreement, later say that she appreciated that I stood up for my father. Even after that, the same client shook my hand at the end of the meet to signify ‘no hard feelings’ . There was another moment, later on the same day, yesterday when the electrician came to do a few repairs and even though he is normally aloof and unfriendly to me before, he did a total u-turn this time, smiling and talking to me like an old friend and listening to my questions and answering them. I do have a history of not being listened to quite often and this was a major change.
Today too I felt totally in charge when I went out and about. People who normally don’t give me the time of day end up looking at me and taking interest. I got a few looks from the ladies too when I was eating out.
Am also a bit more masculine in the way I talk to my parents whereas before I was either supplicant or rude to them (both of which I hated doing). Nowadays, apart from the rare times I do get angry, am usually calmer but more in control of my masculine energy. And I can see people looking at me with a curiosity that I haven’t seen before. As if asking themselves “where did this new Raphael come from?”
cc: @mecharc, @dorfmeister