@Malkuth you got my points but I also agree with @AMASH (he is a mental magician)
there is some problem from my end at explaining. Let me start again.
I rushed khan up to ST3 till DEC. My initial rush and dramatic listening patterns where to get a immediate sense and feeling of higher status. That feeling here now. So everything else can wait!
Jan- I started KST3 and QL1
Feb- Is where I started seeing prominent changes in me and I was very comfortable with the stack
In mid Feb, I thought of Moving to KST4 and QLSt2 (after 45 days of Qlst1) … The stack felt so good, I became greedy with saving time and thought of adding EOG St1.
Kst4- just for the Drive and Push
EOG St1- focusing on the financial side, destroy the limiting belief that everything will be taken care for me / I’m taking my most active part in family business yet (I don’t officially work there, just taking up dealing with some suppliers that my dad handles)… How ever, I have no confidence in independent earning yet.
Ql 2- aid me with learning Programming/ and master degree completion.
I’ve been running this stack for about 5 days… And I feel amazing.
Today, I felt like I rushed through kSt1 too fast, so was thinking that going back to it would be a good idea.
Please discard my portion highlighting LD ( I don’t even own it).
The reason I wanna go back to ST1 is to destroy all limitations holding me back from taking social action. But my definition of social action is not going to parties and picking up chicks. I don’t find it difficult to talk to girls, but I find it difficult to form strong connection with the Alphas.
@Simon- I could never express it properly, but previously no matter what i was saying my goal was, I was looking for something that would elevate my sense and feeling of status immediately. When I was doing st1 to ST3 that was my inherent desire. I now feel my status is elevated up to a satisfactory extent.
How do I understand this? Many subtle things, for ecample. Before I would communicate with people as if their impression of me was at their disposal, this led me to be very wishy washy with them, now I’m don’t communicate with anyone to please them, and this comes internally.
Now my main goal is to free up the financial side of life, which is at 0, I am in no hurry but I must free up before my safety bubble pops.- EOG
With future entrepreneurship intentions, I have started learning Programming with no CS background. That’s why I have QL
EOG will help me with this regard in the future.
KSt4 is there for the drive, and maintaining the sat
@DarkPhilosopher I’m getting nervous with my decision now