Day 18: Oh boy I just realized I skipped a few days of journaling!
May be hitting some reconciliation or it could also be just the activity level dropping everywhere with the corona nightmare. I do appreciate the calmness of it all but emperor has me crave action, any type of action.
I noticed yesterday that I girl that I have decided to stop paying attention to has become friendly and approval seeking around me at work. She showed some vulnerability just a tad! I would say that on emperor Q it is more of the manly and leading behavior that attracts women rather than the pure musky pheromone like type masculinity and virility of let’s say Primal Seduction. At least that is the way I feel.
Health wise I feel like I am not getting enough exercise and that is starting to bother me a little. I decided to come back earlier from work to take a walk in the evening.
Either way things have been uneventful. I am quite satisfied as I have negotiated a fixed term contract right before the quarantine decision so I am getting full wage paid while working part time from home. Its not a bad deal at all.