Received news that my ailing grandmother is in ill-health and she may go off any moment. In my heart, I guess this is expected so I am not feeling anything and just hope that she may move on peacefully to a place where she would feel happy. 70 years of bitterness and other emotional baggage is no joke and she managed to live until 90 years old with all that so it is quite an achievement. In my heart, I thank the carer who has been devoted to taking care of her in her final days.
The global economic fallout from the coronavirus is getting worse and worse everyday, and are slowly having an impact on me work and business-wise.
To supplement my income, while I am spending time learning up on python as part of my long-term strategy, I am looking for opportunities to provide freelance photography services as well as other part-time gigs. I’ve also applied for suitable part-time positions to tide over the crisis while monitoring the situation for my upcoming consultancy projects.
While most of negative news still doesn’t have a real impact on me personally - to me all that is happening is just a expression of my imaginative thoughts and I still joke about it everyday - my main concern is for emotional and physical well-being of the ones around me and that is something I still find difficult not to worry about.
On the spiritual side, I’ve somehow managed to grasp the essence of the idea of “I am” and am able to spend more time meditating on the nature of “I am”.
I am working towards the stage where “I am” confident enough to “buy the pearl”.
I guess that EmperorQ continues to provide me that sense of “stability” and “control” in such times. I am waiting to see what happens after a month of running it.