First week in my new program! Met the teachers and everyone. I’ll try to meet some consultant, I am currently thinking about a lot I still have one paper and one exam in my accounting class to complete before I am done!
I also modified my custom, I removed LionIV, the spotlight and Sensuality and handsomeness improver to add some healing.
I realised that if I want to progress asap, I need Ares. Ares really helped me making the big decision in switching “carrer”. It was really scary for me and Ares is really helping me progress in life!! So I really wanted to put it back in.
New Beginning, when I stopped running New Beginning, I’ve had a small lack of self confidence, like I am not “that guy” anymore. When I ran NB, I remember identifying myself to my most “confident” and “intelligent” self. I had thoughts like “Oh! I always was attractive, i just lacked a little bit of social intelligence… Silly me!”, “I was always a hard worker and really smart, I just had few rough years of being a little undisciplined!”. Always reframing my failures of the past and not letting them become an identity. My real identitity is my sub (in my case, a mix of Stark, Medici and SS), and the mistakes of the past are just small missteps that needed correction. New Beginning really makes the growth easier!
Finally I added Attachment Destroyer : I just need to let go. I remember my first day in class, I wanted to impress people and be cool. Why? I don’t need that? Why am I so attached to some outcome…?? I’ve always been so attached to everything. I sleep badly? I take more coffee to have energy! I have many more examples… but anyway, letting go is a challenge for me. Like seen in The Power Of Now by Eckart Tolle, the pain body is strong haha. Also, in David R. Hawkins’s Letting Go, we can see some of the benefits of just letting go, not being attached to the past of silly things.
And there is my update, just waiting for the download link now