Officially ordered my new custom Emperor (hope I won’t order new custom every two weeks )
So, putting huge subs like medici and Stark in my custom might be a little bit too advanced for me.
THIS BUILD IS IN TERMINUS STRENGTH… Seems Terminus is effective at working differently than Q, and I don’t have a lot of experience with Terminus so might as well try it!
- Emperor Q Core
- Sex & Seduction Q Core
I’ve included a ton of healing, I want to eliminate my negative beliefs :
- Attachment Destroyer
- Merger of Worlds
- New Beginnings
- Blue Skies
- I AM
For the focus, energy and work :
- Productivity Unleashed
- Unrelenting Wealth Motivation and Energy
- EGO Adsum
- Carpe Diem Ascended
- Joie De Vivre
For the dominance :
- Iron Frame
- Alpha of Alpha
- Potentiator (never tryed this one, but it is supposed to push the limit we impose ourself in terms of power)!
And finally I included the following
Main goals for this sub :
Developp my masculine side and my overall dominance. Work hard toward my goals, developp my ability to focus and be in the present. Heal from negative beliefs (also heal from sexual and seduction negative beliefs).
SS was included to keep my overall charm, persuasion and keep the sex going, and also orient the healing toward relationship with woman. Eventually I would like to feel freer to approach and seduce anyone I desire… I’ve been able to approach a couple of years ago, I wasn’t 100% comfortable doing it, but I’ve had a couple of cool conversations and numbers… I had the strong “hey, I think you are cute, my name is WhiteTiger” and it worked! But after a summer of approaching woman, I had a really bad experience where a girl freaked the fuck out and snapped at me because I was approaching her friend. Since that event, I’ve never been able to approach. Anyway, I hope with the healing around Panther and SS I’ll be able to erease those negative beliefs. I’ve never been a fan of healing, and I only ran Khan St1 for a month as a “healing sub”.
But now I might try to do things differently! For the people who did a lot of healing, what experiences did you had? How did it manifest into your life? I’ve only experienced the pain part and this is why I’ve always avoided “strong” healing!