I’m feeling way better. More positive and happier.
My stack now:
Khan Stage 1 x2 - I want to stick with this throughout my Khan journey - I read in the Khan thread or somewhere Saint said about having to get rid of 18 years or so of negative beliefs etc isn’t necessarily going to happen in 30 days so I’ve decided to keep this with me.
Khan Stage 2 x3 - Doing this daily until next week Friday - the following Monday will be Stage 3. I feel like I’m getting the effects of this. I’m definitely feeling like people are starting to understand my worth and I feel like I’m taken more seriously now. I’m making money, my classes are good, my company is good etc. I’m taking more center stage into my life.
I’ve started to notice I’m more confrontational which to me is great, I know when to leave things alone but I’ve had a lot of people come at me recently and I’ve not been afraid of saying what I’ve had on my mind - normally I would and I’d just let it slide. No more.
I’m definitely more sexual and social which again is great, I used to be so closed off and anti-social. Now I’m taking the action to go out more, have a couple of drinks and live life. Something I was afraid of doing. Nothing to big yet but I’ve been out there and it’s been fun. I’ve been more open in all these aspects above.
I’m hoping the next week will add onto this and that stage 3 will take it further. I’m excited and eager to move onto stage three. I feel good about it.
Anyway, I woke up super happy today. My boyfriend is away for a few days, and I miss him, but normally I play my stack on Ultrasonic but last night decided on masked out loud. Next minute - fast asleep. Had a good 9 hours or so sleep and it was a rest that I needed. I feel good. - I did also use a lavender sleep spray which I believe helped but I also put it down to the great masked sounds too.
I feel like today is going to be a good day. I’m going to try and update tonight and see how it goes.