DR ST2 DAY4(early update)
Tried studying last night. But I keep nodding off while watching the instructional video. Will try to change my approach to studying later. Hopefully I get to understand it better.
Woke up around 3am. Not sure why. All the while I thought it was already 6am when I woke up. Good thing my wife didn’t wake up when I got startled. And also good thing I was able to go back to sleep.
Tried to meditate after waking up. But it seems lately that I’ve been having to force myself to be calm and centered. May also need to try changing my approach to it.
Played 1 loop of DR ST2 after meditation. Am currently playing my first loop of LEU. Nothing really much to write about. Conflicting emotions playing up. Both hopeful and despair. Hopeful things get better. Despairing that things are like this right now. Ironic, I know. Just trying to take into account that I’m better off than a lot of people right now.
Oh well… Que sera sera…