Got out of bed at 12 pm. Still feeling tired as I write this (1:30 pm).
Will start with one loop at 2 pm.
As the test is coming to an end I should really think about a possible custom subliminal.
I liked the effects of Stark Ultima, like having creative ideas and beginning to act on them.
On the other hand I would like to do an Alchemist custom subliminal.
And the first custom subliminal I thought of was build around Ascension Core and Inner Circle Core. I still like that one.
We will see.
30 minutes before testing:
- physical - tired, relaxed
- emotional - feeling neutral towards feeling good
- mental - thinking about creative projects for the future and about doing some exercises to feel less tired
I did a few body exercises and already feel less tired. I could do some of these every morning.
During listening of first loop:
- physical - more awake, still a bit tired
- emotional - feeling good, excited about projects I am working on
- mental - time seems to be passing slower, but without feeling bored
I just looked at the Ascension/Inner Circle sheet I created and I like it a lot. This is the chosen custom. I hope I can use two cores in a 10-12 module subliminal.
Now I have 20 minutes left for the first loop and I decided to read more in the book „Mindset“.
After listening I begin to do some household chores.
Today I did see a few strange-looking people, I had this before. I remember one alcoholic with a red face and two junkies. There was also one guy screaming for no reason. This happened to me on one subliminal before (Stark Terminus). I do not know if it has anything to do with the subliminal, but just see a pattern there.
Anyway I got my household chores done.
Before 2nd loop:
- physical - getting tired again
- emotional - feeling good and optimistic
- mental - time seems passing by fast, thinking about solutions for my projects and finding good solutions
At 4:40 pm I start the second loop.
During listening to second loop:
- physical - relaxed, more energised (wanting to do something), very thirsty
- emotional - feeling good
- mental - time passes slowly
During listening I got some things done, so my guess is that the productivity scripting is now working. At the beginning of stage 2 I didn’t feel like doing stuff, but now I am easily motivated again.
I have to admit that I am a bit afraid of my programming project or I just do not know how to start. So I am still planning that.
4 hours after listening to the second loop (9:40 pm):
- physical - still fit
- emotional - feeling good, sometimes bored when I don’t know what to do with my time (wanting to do something!)
- mental - creative thoughts, time went by fast
I was feeling a bit irritated when a person was talking loudly about her travel plans on her phone outside, so that everyone could hear it.
Today I just listened to two loops with a break of 1:40 h in between.
I seem to be coping better. Starting in the afternoon also seems to help with this subliminal. With Stage 1 it was different because it was a good way to start the day. I could work very focused on my projects during listening. Stage 2 seems to take longer to get effects which might be because it is a Major Program.
Procrastinating on my programming project pushes me into unease.
Tomorrow I will also listen to two loops after noon as I was happy with the results I got today.