Ultima Test Stage 3


#41

I’m also interested if the subs actually brought you closer to making these taboo fantasies a reality.


#42

Today I will treat as arest day.

Last seven says I have had atleast one loop of A/B on alternate days.

Even i have not felt the burnout many poeple have reported, I will make today a rest day.


#43

I just woke up from a short nap, where i dreamt that saint sovereign sent me a personal email. Thanking me for my services to SubClub… I wonder what that was all about


#44

Interesting. I had a dream about Saint Sovereign during testing, too.


#45

What were the content of yours?


#46

Alright Saint, what’s really going on? :cowboy_hat_face:


#47

I dreamed reading somewhere about the name Saint Sovereign and then thinking “Ah, this is where the name comes from”


#48

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Not sure. The script for the Ultima Stage 1 test is exceptionally focused and has no references to SubClub. The watermark says, [Title of the sub] by Subliminal Club, but it’s at natural talking speed.


#49

Stage 2 Day 1

Just put on the first loop.
Immediately i can feel this huge pressure building up in my head.
The intensity feels to be inreasing every second but it is remaining the same.
I don’t know if I make sense.

I am gonna close my eyes and meditate the first loop through.


#50

You’re not the only person who feels something in the head, another user felt some oblong energy in the skull. :thinking:


#51

Nothing great felt on day 1. I rather slipped back into my isolated self today. Probably reconciliation


#52

Interesting update: day 8 was rest day, I slept at night after a week. Today I’m back to the sleepless night


#53

Stage 2 Day 2

My Girlfiend seems to laugh at everything i say.


#54

This is definitely Stark scripting going on. When I was on Stark I was pulling jokes left and right, wherever I went. It’s fun!


#55

I feel like I have screwed up my life. My father made me all the opportunities and spoon fed me, and I shoved it down the drain. I am a failure and a disgrace to my father.


#56

Stage 2 Day 3.

I’ve been feeling pretty shit about myself lately, Pretty shit and pretty confused.


#57

My life has been feeling upsidedown career wise. I am contemplating my life decisions.


#58

Stage 2: Day 4

I woke up from a dream where a few people were makign remarks about me that would be considered rather insulting.
However, in my dream i realisied the undertanding of reality af these people and realised that this is how they are, and they don’t mean bad and jsut let it go.


#59

You say you’ve been feeling down, being hard on yourself lately, right? Perhaps the dream and the realisation wasn’t meant to be about other people’s opinions of you


#60

I really don’t know. Stage 2 has been really confusing for me